CHILL

day 16 month 02 year 2005

been chiilin today. no assignment, no work, no nothing...excelent life!
smoke my last purple hills...damn!! but Yurika said i need to cut it down..so i buy it this friday..so wednesday and thursday off..

oh yes..i tidy up my room today. don't know i have spacious room..usually full of junk and clothes everywhere. i think i'm mind is connected to my room. if my mind is unstable then my room is a mess. because i had assignment to do, that's why my room is messy.

been reading chicken soup for the soul 2nd edition too, i'm not a book person. i have been reading this book for 4 months and i still haven't finised it yet....probably instead of just read it, i ponder it too.
on page 274 now...not long to go.
from what i read today i want to share something with you all.
in my life i always been told that i'm a bit crazy, childish, big but dumb,weird,different, etc.
but today i read that different is wonderful. normal means you are average. what's fun about that?
i want to say to them who call me "stuff"... fuck you!!
i'm doing my degree in united kingdom and i'm happy the way i'm. i'm different..so what???
i actually realise most of the people call me childish, crazy, etc. they are the one who don't have a degree and have trouble in their life. Hahahahah...

anyway..got to go to sleep now...uni tomorrow at 10am..

take care n God bless